I lost my mother on April 14th 2000. It was sudden and upon hearing the news I learned the true meaning of heartbreak. When I got the news that Mommy had passed, I fell to my knees and screamed. The primal scream: I found it that day. But that's not what I want to dwell on here. Usually, I just let Mother's Day slip by. But today I want to write a tribute to my dearest love, my mother. All that I am, any goodness in me, came from her. There's some fucked up shit too but I know that I am a …