It's getting later and as usual I am exhausted. It seems I am always worrying that I will be too fatigued to perform and I start counting how many hours before show-time and wondering if I will have time for a nap. Yet, I am pleased when Svetlana asks if I'd like to share a meal. Of course. It's a bummer that I can not hang and have a leisurely dinner and drinks with this lovely woman. …