I am three days away from my gig at City Winery NYC. I don't feel panicked or super nervous, though I am sure those feelings will come in the final hours. I feel peaceful, excited and most importantly - prepared. Dare I say it? I can't wait to show 'em what I got! This journey has been a long one filled with road bumps and obstacles - mainly from lack of money but with the help from dear friends and family I am able to make this happen. I left my comfort zone. My loved ones and supportive …